Post by Snow™ on Jun 20, 2008 18:45:59 GMT -5
This is a book I've been working on...
Eh. It's alright so far I guess...
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==="You okay?" I asked, eyes wide with worry. Real worry, though, Henry Estevojo Sanchez, my for now boyfriend, couldn't see. It was a phone conversation. I heard a grunt. It basically meant, 'Affirmative, Ms. Girlfriend, who I haven't called or seen in two weeks.'
"Henry, I don't-"
"Bridget. I don't want to see you anymore." I heart Henry's voice blast through the phone. "Its over." Then I heard a click. I knew he'd hung up.===
I stopped breathing, stopped talking. I just stopped. I think that was the very moment my heart stopped beating. The moment that took my heart and emotions and crushed them into... uh... heart and emotion dust.
I stood up now, that weird feeling that climbs slowly through your veins overwhelming me. I stumbled, flopping back onto my bed. My nose and eyes were red, my face was blotchy. My stomach... felt oddly metallic. The metallic feeling- cold and bad tasting. Almost impossible to describe. If you've ever been sad enough to be 'clinicly depressed', you know the feeling.
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. Sitting up, I did my best to keep my balance. I now stood, walking to my dresser in a sort of robotic way, stiff and jerky types of movements. I sat down on the stool, going through my regular morning routine. The joy was taken out of it, that's all.
I pulled my medium length dirty blonde hair out of the ponytail I put it in at night and brushed out the tangles. Light brown eyes blinked at me from my slightly tanned face as I stared at myself. I liked what I saw... Slender face, angeled features. Straight white teeth.
So what did Henry dislike about it all?
I cried so hard last night. It didn't feel like I had slept at all. My nose was sore, I had given myself a cold from crying so hard. I'd begged my mom last night to let me stay home. It was a friday- It wouldn't matter. But she said that if I didn't show at school, it would only be letting Henry win. While I didn't quite understand what she meant by that, I didn't really want Henry to win anything, so I went to school... And from there, I started to pick the pieces of my heart back up.
CHAPTER UNO. =SONG: MOAN-CIWWAF.=
"Bridge! Hey. Bridget. Wake up."
My eyes opened, to focus on my mother's heavily makeupped face. "Time for school." She sung, still hovering over my face. For fear of my mom's makeup sprinkling into my eyes, I rolled off the bed, stumbling up and moaning words that really... weren't at all in the dictionary.
"I'll make you breakfast!" My mom said, still in the happy, super fuckin' annoying singsong voice. She was always like that, especially since Henry and I split. That was a week ago, and since then, she's been convinced me and this really rich dude named Evan and I were soulmates.
Evan Cards was one of her friend's sons.
Don't get me wrong- my mom and I are pretty close. She's the cool kinda mom. Listens to awesome music and pretty much lets me do whatever. Concerts, parties, boys with the door closed. I've never betrayed her trust... though I got alot of pressure from Henry about the BOOMBOOM stuff. You know. Sex.
He'd always try to get into my pants... I really didn't understand why. Sure. Yeah. I have a vagina. Probably a tight one, since I'm a virgin. I mean, come on. Masturbation can be just as good... even better. So I really did not know what was so special about my vagina. I guess he just wanted to do me. Take my virginity.
As if he hadn't taken enough. First kiss... first long time boyfriend... possibly first love.
And of course, first real hate. I hated him with everything in me. He was a total jerk face, and I still liked him. I'm a stupid face and he's a jerk face and everyone else is some sorta face.
Anyways. As I was saying, I was a good girl most of the time. It was just me and mom in the house, mostly. My dad was always off on monthlong buisness trips, being home for maybe a whole month a year... and these were scattered days and weeks that he were home, not a whole month of him constantly being home. Mom didn't care, though.
She thought sometimes he cheated on her. But again. She didn't care. Mom had her needs, alright. But a man was not one of them.
I walked to my stereo, turning it on and hooking my iPod up to it. I selected Jump Cables and Candy Hearts' new album, turning it up, but keeping it quiet enough to where I could hear Mom yelling... or a bomb go off across the street... whatever. It was loud.
I turned to my closet, undressing, standing in my pretty pink and black underwear and matching bra. I grabbed a shirt- it was gray, with the band name, of course, Jump Cables and Candy hearts in pink and white letters outlined in black. Along the bottom hem of the shirt was a list of the members of the band.
'Daniel Sanchez [leadvocal] Callie Verale [backgroundvocal] Lauren Verale [violin] Gerbil Ringer [guitar] Mick Galvoney aka Bologna [drums].'
I knew all of them. They'd gone to my middle school, but applied for this fancy art school last year, and they all went there now, furthering their skills. I had dated Bologna for the longest time, but it was only an eighth grade hold hands and peck cheeks type of thing. Callie was dating him now.
I slipped it on, then found my signature jeans, having to bend down and display my butt to the world to retrieve them. I pulled those on with some difficulty- I tripped and fell like an idiot on the first try. After I'd dressed myself, walking away from the closet rubbing my elbow and limping ever so slightly due to a strike to the knee, I made my way to my dresser again, grabbing my thirtyodd rubber bangles and slipping them on, along with my bike chain bracelet. I clipped my rainbow studded cuff onto my other wrist.
When I had fixed my bracelets, I reached over to grab my shot bead necklace, realizing I had left it on all night. I fixed it, then turned around in time to hear a meow and see two of my five cats come running into my bedroom. They pounced onto my bed, rolling around in it like the stupidfaces they were.
I walked over to my bed, picking up the one closest to me and rubbing it's head and tummy. It was Moo, my oldest boy. He was small though, black and white like a cow. Hence the name- Moo.
The other cat was a calico, a girl. Her name was Callie. She was my favorite, other than Pixel, her daughter. Anyways, I had five cats.
Callie, Moo, Pixel, Salem, and Freak. Pixel and Salem were running up the stairs now. Freak was probably loping up on his own time. Pixel thought I was her mommy, Salem just liked me cause I fed her and pet her when my best friend Wednesday wasn't here.
Pixel is very pretty- she's basically peppered with every color a cat could be. Dark brown, black, white, reddish brown, orange, tan, gray. It may sound ugly but she had been put together so that it looked gorgeous. She had amazing green eyes, as well.
Salem, who was more Wednesday's cat than mine, was a the deepest black, with pure yellow eyes. She was elegant, and classy. Wednesday had come over, and she got to watch the very last cat come out of Callie- and she fell in love with her. She'd picked up the wet little thing,
And on that spot, named it Salem. And since then, Salem hasn't liked anyone but her. Wed was just waiting for her parents to agree to let her keep it, on top of her bird and the family's three dogs. I was just Salem's caretaker until she could move in with her Weddie.
Freak walked in now, looking up at me and giving me a deep meow.
Freak... was a freak. Ryan Michael Sanders, Weddie's boyfriend, named him. He's an albino cat- just like his mom's mummy. Pure white fur, delicate pink skin, and lighter than light blue eyes. He had a seventy percent chance of being blind, but somehow, he'd pulled through. His only defect was his easily burned sun. So he had to stay indoors at all times.
He was the only male of the three kittens, which set him apart even more. Plus, he only liked me, Weddie, and Ryan. He spat and hissed at everyone else.
"BRIDGE! Wednesday is here!" My mom screamed at me, which meant my best friend was about to come running through my doorway any second now.
"It's Monday, mother." I corrected her, joking. I screamed as Weddie hurled herself at me, suddenly jumping out of no where, tackling me so that we fell back onto my bed. I pushed her off of me, giggling.
It was easy, considering as how she's light as a feather. She's super skinny, and super beautiful. But she's also really strong. She was one of those girls that could eat and eat and eat and never gain any weight at all.
She also has these amazing hazel eyes. Like, not normal hazel. They were green with flecks of gold and light brown around the outside and along the inside of the iris. The best name for the shade of green her eyes were is Poison Green. Pretty amazing, no?
She also has medium length dirty blonde hair. But hers is much lighter than mine. Much more blonde. More like caramel than blonde. It's wavy, but she likes to straighten it. Looks much better wavy.
She caught Salem, nuzzling her nose with Salem's, cooing random things in German.
"_____"
"Ahem." I interupted her.
"Oh. Yeah?" She giggled, putting Salem down.
"When's Ryan coming over? First day of school." I was sitting up now, but I threw myself down, laughing as Freak freaked out, jumping over my
face and racing into my closet.
We all met at my house on Mondays... and every day of the week during the first week of school. Then we met at Ryan's the rest of the weeks,
except this one. Henry used to meet us too, Ryan and Wed would make out and then me and Henry. But then me and Henry broke up...
So I told Wed that no one would be making out.
"I-" Weddie was cut off.
"Wednesday! Bridget! Ryan's here! He's eating... And almost done..." My mom's voice was slightly shocked sounding. Weddie and I raced downstairs, she beat me to him. She pecked him on his cheek, which was full of pancake.
"Piggie." She tsked, grabbing a plate for herself. I'd already filled mine up while she was poking Ryan's cheek, trying to make food come out. I sat down across from him, and she sat down next to him. We ate, mostly talking about what it's gonna be like as sophmores.
"I can call Kimmy a fish." I giggled, thinking of my friend who was starting highschool today.
"That you can. And no one can call me a pickle. Or a fish." Ryan said through some sausage. His hair was in his face. Silkier than mine or Wed's, and shoulder length. He was pale, not too pale. Tanner than Weddie, of course. Then again, who isn't tanner than Weddie? Other than Freak,of course.
He had pretty eyes- Gray like a storm cloud, and as deep as one too. He was lean, but had some muscle. Wed boasted about his six pack all the time. Though it wasn't that noticeable. He was crazy, funny. At first, you'd think he was a withdrawn type of guy. But he's funny as hell.
I'd liked him before him and Wed had started dating. But I pushed Weddie to pursue him anyways. After all, he liked her. Not me.
And they were the best couple ever, now. Really cute. Pretty awesome. Weddie could get someone much hotter, though. But she'd chosen him.
I didn't blame her.
"Okay. Done." We all said eventually. Mom took our plates and washed them, and we ran upstairs to gather our things. Weddie's bag was on the floor, a black messenger bag. Mine was a backpack, but it was fancyish. Black with rainbows here and there. I had all my stuff in it, minus my books. Those were already in my locker. I'd gone to Fish Camp to help out and I'd gotten everything issued early.
We went back down, and Ryan got his back, a regular mesh bag, black. Black was kindof a thing.
We all walked outside, shouting bye to the cats and my mom, and walking to the end of the block to catch the bus. Henry was already there.
I froze in my tracks, and clung to Weddie's shoulder. She pulled me along wordlessly, and Ryan and Weddie, when we got to the stop, stood between me and Henry.
"Hey Rye." Henry greeted Ryan. I only heard this. Ryan turned to him, still not letting Henry see me, or the other way around.
"Fuck off assface."
This made Weddie hold his hand tighter, quietly praising him.
"What did you just say?" Henry's voice sounded angry. Ryan broke Weddie's hold, backing into me, so that I stumbled backwards. Weddie caught me in time.
"Do I have to say it slowly for you since you're so retarded?" Ryan's face was glowing, his smile more of a lopsided grin. But before Henry could say anything, Weddie's fist had smashed into his face, and he fell backwards, onto the concrete. I heard the impact, though I'm sure his backpack took most of it.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that, you jerk." Wed's voice was hard, and I'm sure her face was even harder. Henry got up, and without another word, limped off, to the next stop no doubt. I turned to Weddie, and flung my arms around her, my tears already rolling.
"I love you." I cracked a smile, laughing nervously.
"Aw, Bridge. I wanted to do that so bad. Seriously." Wed laughed as well. I then turned around to hug Ryan, who I guess, was still trying to assemble his thoughts.
"Thanks for telling him off." I wasn't crying anymore- Ryan wasn't amazing enough for tears.
"No prob, Bridgester."
"FAIL." I broke the hug and backed away.
He made a face at me as the bus pulled up, and jumped on, cutting me off. I got on, Weddie following me, and we all sat in the back. Ryan in the one seater, and Weddie and I in the seat next to it. We did this every morning. We were the first stop, so no one could give us crap.
Henry missed the bus- We'd passed him on our way to the next stop, and we cheered the bus driver not to wait for him. He didn't. He closed the door right when Henry was next to it, and stepped on it. We had a good laugh at this.
"Its a great first day already." I laughed.
Eh. It's alright so far I guess...
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==="You okay?" I asked, eyes wide with worry. Real worry, though, Henry Estevojo Sanchez, my for now boyfriend, couldn't see. It was a phone conversation. I heard a grunt. It basically meant, 'Affirmative, Ms. Girlfriend, who I haven't called or seen in two weeks.'
"Henry, I don't-"
"Bridget. I don't want to see you anymore." I heart Henry's voice blast through the phone. "Its over." Then I heard a click. I knew he'd hung up.===
I stopped breathing, stopped talking. I just stopped. I think that was the very moment my heart stopped beating. The moment that took my heart and emotions and crushed them into... uh... heart and emotion dust.
I stood up now, that weird feeling that climbs slowly through your veins overwhelming me. I stumbled, flopping back onto my bed. My nose and eyes were red, my face was blotchy. My stomach... felt oddly metallic. The metallic feeling- cold and bad tasting. Almost impossible to describe. If you've ever been sad enough to be 'clinicly depressed', you know the feeling.
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. Sitting up, I did my best to keep my balance. I now stood, walking to my dresser in a sort of robotic way, stiff and jerky types of movements. I sat down on the stool, going through my regular morning routine. The joy was taken out of it, that's all.
I pulled my medium length dirty blonde hair out of the ponytail I put it in at night and brushed out the tangles. Light brown eyes blinked at me from my slightly tanned face as I stared at myself. I liked what I saw... Slender face, angeled features. Straight white teeth.
So what did Henry dislike about it all?
I cried so hard last night. It didn't feel like I had slept at all. My nose was sore, I had given myself a cold from crying so hard. I'd begged my mom last night to let me stay home. It was a friday- It wouldn't matter. But she said that if I didn't show at school, it would only be letting Henry win. While I didn't quite understand what she meant by that, I didn't really want Henry to win anything, so I went to school... And from there, I started to pick the pieces of my heart back up.
CHAPTER UNO. =SONG: MOAN-CIWWAF.=
"Bridge! Hey. Bridget. Wake up."
My eyes opened, to focus on my mother's heavily makeupped face. "Time for school." She sung, still hovering over my face. For fear of my mom's makeup sprinkling into my eyes, I rolled off the bed, stumbling up and moaning words that really... weren't at all in the dictionary.
"I'll make you breakfast!" My mom said, still in the happy, super fuckin' annoying singsong voice. She was always like that, especially since Henry and I split. That was a week ago, and since then, she's been convinced me and this really rich dude named Evan and I were soulmates.
Evan Cards was one of her friend's sons.
Don't get me wrong- my mom and I are pretty close. She's the cool kinda mom. Listens to awesome music and pretty much lets me do whatever. Concerts, parties, boys with the door closed. I've never betrayed her trust... though I got alot of pressure from Henry about the BOOMBOOM stuff. You know. Sex.
He'd always try to get into my pants... I really didn't understand why. Sure. Yeah. I have a vagina. Probably a tight one, since I'm a virgin. I mean, come on. Masturbation can be just as good... even better. So I really did not know what was so special about my vagina. I guess he just wanted to do me. Take my virginity.
As if he hadn't taken enough. First kiss... first long time boyfriend... possibly first love.
And of course, first real hate. I hated him with everything in me. He was a total jerk face, and I still liked him. I'm a stupid face and he's a jerk face and everyone else is some sorta face.
Anyways. As I was saying, I was a good girl most of the time. It was just me and mom in the house, mostly. My dad was always off on monthlong buisness trips, being home for maybe a whole month a year... and these were scattered days and weeks that he were home, not a whole month of him constantly being home. Mom didn't care, though.
She thought sometimes he cheated on her. But again. She didn't care. Mom had her needs, alright. But a man was not one of them.
I walked to my stereo, turning it on and hooking my iPod up to it. I selected Jump Cables and Candy Hearts' new album, turning it up, but keeping it quiet enough to where I could hear Mom yelling... or a bomb go off across the street... whatever. It was loud.
I turned to my closet, undressing, standing in my pretty pink and black underwear and matching bra. I grabbed a shirt- it was gray, with the band name, of course, Jump Cables and Candy hearts in pink and white letters outlined in black. Along the bottom hem of the shirt was a list of the members of the band.
'Daniel Sanchez [leadvocal] Callie Verale [backgroundvocal] Lauren Verale [violin] Gerbil Ringer [guitar] Mick Galvoney aka Bologna [drums].'
I knew all of them. They'd gone to my middle school, but applied for this fancy art school last year, and they all went there now, furthering their skills. I had dated Bologna for the longest time, but it was only an eighth grade hold hands and peck cheeks type of thing. Callie was dating him now.
I slipped it on, then found my signature jeans, having to bend down and display my butt to the world to retrieve them. I pulled those on with some difficulty- I tripped and fell like an idiot on the first try. After I'd dressed myself, walking away from the closet rubbing my elbow and limping ever so slightly due to a strike to the knee, I made my way to my dresser again, grabbing my thirtyodd rubber bangles and slipping them on, along with my bike chain bracelet. I clipped my rainbow studded cuff onto my other wrist.
When I had fixed my bracelets, I reached over to grab my shot bead necklace, realizing I had left it on all night. I fixed it, then turned around in time to hear a meow and see two of my five cats come running into my bedroom. They pounced onto my bed, rolling around in it like the stupidfaces they were.
I walked over to my bed, picking up the one closest to me and rubbing it's head and tummy. It was Moo, my oldest boy. He was small though, black and white like a cow. Hence the name- Moo.
The other cat was a calico, a girl. Her name was Callie. She was my favorite, other than Pixel, her daughter. Anyways, I had five cats.
Callie, Moo, Pixel, Salem, and Freak. Pixel and Salem were running up the stairs now. Freak was probably loping up on his own time. Pixel thought I was her mommy, Salem just liked me cause I fed her and pet her when my best friend Wednesday wasn't here.
Pixel is very pretty- she's basically peppered with every color a cat could be. Dark brown, black, white, reddish brown, orange, tan, gray. It may sound ugly but she had been put together so that it looked gorgeous. She had amazing green eyes, as well.
Salem, who was more Wednesday's cat than mine, was a the deepest black, with pure yellow eyes. She was elegant, and classy. Wednesday had come over, and she got to watch the very last cat come out of Callie- and she fell in love with her. She'd picked up the wet little thing,
And on that spot, named it Salem. And since then, Salem hasn't liked anyone but her. Wed was just waiting for her parents to agree to let her keep it, on top of her bird and the family's three dogs. I was just Salem's caretaker until she could move in with her Weddie.
Freak walked in now, looking up at me and giving me a deep meow.
Freak... was a freak. Ryan Michael Sanders, Weddie's boyfriend, named him. He's an albino cat- just like his mom's mummy. Pure white fur, delicate pink skin, and lighter than light blue eyes. He had a seventy percent chance of being blind, but somehow, he'd pulled through. His only defect was his easily burned sun. So he had to stay indoors at all times.
He was the only male of the three kittens, which set him apart even more. Plus, he only liked me, Weddie, and Ryan. He spat and hissed at everyone else.
"BRIDGE! Wednesday is here!" My mom screamed at me, which meant my best friend was about to come running through my doorway any second now.
"It's Monday, mother." I corrected her, joking. I screamed as Weddie hurled herself at me, suddenly jumping out of no where, tackling me so that we fell back onto my bed. I pushed her off of me, giggling.
It was easy, considering as how she's light as a feather. She's super skinny, and super beautiful. But she's also really strong. She was one of those girls that could eat and eat and eat and never gain any weight at all.
She also has these amazing hazel eyes. Like, not normal hazel. They were green with flecks of gold and light brown around the outside and along the inside of the iris. The best name for the shade of green her eyes were is Poison Green. Pretty amazing, no?
She also has medium length dirty blonde hair. But hers is much lighter than mine. Much more blonde. More like caramel than blonde. It's wavy, but she likes to straighten it. Looks much better wavy.
She caught Salem, nuzzling her nose with Salem's, cooing random things in German.
"_____"
"Ahem." I interupted her.
"Oh. Yeah?" She giggled, putting Salem down.
"When's Ryan coming over? First day of school." I was sitting up now, but I threw myself down, laughing as Freak freaked out, jumping over my
face and racing into my closet.
We all met at my house on Mondays... and every day of the week during the first week of school. Then we met at Ryan's the rest of the weeks,
except this one. Henry used to meet us too, Ryan and Wed would make out and then me and Henry. But then me and Henry broke up...
So I told Wed that no one would be making out.
"I-" Weddie was cut off.
"Wednesday! Bridget! Ryan's here! He's eating... And almost done..." My mom's voice was slightly shocked sounding. Weddie and I raced downstairs, she beat me to him. She pecked him on his cheek, which was full of pancake.
"Piggie." She tsked, grabbing a plate for herself. I'd already filled mine up while she was poking Ryan's cheek, trying to make food come out. I sat down across from him, and she sat down next to him. We ate, mostly talking about what it's gonna be like as sophmores.
"I can call Kimmy a fish." I giggled, thinking of my friend who was starting highschool today.
"That you can. And no one can call me a pickle. Or a fish." Ryan said through some sausage. His hair was in his face. Silkier than mine or Wed's, and shoulder length. He was pale, not too pale. Tanner than Weddie, of course. Then again, who isn't tanner than Weddie? Other than Freak,of course.
He had pretty eyes- Gray like a storm cloud, and as deep as one too. He was lean, but had some muscle. Wed boasted about his six pack all the time. Though it wasn't that noticeable. He was crazy, funny. At first, you'd think he was a withdrawn type of guy. But he's funny as hell.
I'd liked him before him and Wed had started dating. But I pushed Weddie to pursue him anyways. After all, he liked her. Not me.
And they were the best couple ever, now. Really cute. Pretty awesome. Weddie could get someone much hotter, though. But she'd chosen him.
I didn't blame her.
"Okay. Done." We all said eventually. Mom took our plates and washed them, and we ran upstairs to gather our things. Weddie's bag was on the floor, a black messenger bag. Mine was a backpack, but it was fancyish. Black with rainbows here and there. I had all my stuff in it, minus my books. Those were already in my locker. I'd gone to Fish Camp to help out and I'd gotten everything issued early.
We went back down, and Ryan got his back, a regular mesh bag, black. Black was kindof a thing.
We all walked outside, shouting bye to the cats and my mom, and walking to the end of the block to catch the bus. Henry was already there.
I froze in my tracks, and clung to Weddie's shoulder. She pulled me along wordlessly, and Ryan and Weddie, when we got to the stop, stood between me and Henry.
"Hey Rye." Henry greeted Ryan. I only heard this. Ryan turned to him, still not letting Henry see me, or the other way around.
"Fuck off assface."
This made Weddie hold his hand tighter, quietly praising him.
"What did you just say?" Henry's voice sounded angry. Ryan broke Weddie's hold, backing into me, so that I stumbled backwards. Weddie caught me in time.
"Do I have to say it slowly for you since you're so retarded?" Ryan's face was glowing, his smile more of a lopsided grin. But before Henry could say anything, Weddie's fist had smashed into his face, and he fell backwards, onto the concrete. I heard the impact, though I'm sure his backpack took most of it.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that, you jerk." Wed's voice was hard, and I'm sure her face was even harder. Henry got up, and without another word, limped off, to the next stop no doubt. I turned to Weddie, and flung my arms around her, my tears already rolling.
"I love you." I cracked a smile, laughing nervously.
"Aw, Bridge. I wanted to do that so bad. Seriously." Wed laughed as well. I then turned around to hug Ryan, who I guess, was still trying to assemble his thoughts.
"Thanks for telling him off." I wasn't crying anymore- Ryan wasn't amazing enough for tears.
"No prob, Bridgester."
"FAIL." I broke the hug and backed away.
He made a face at me as the bus pulled up, and jumped on, cutting me off. I got on, Weddie following me, and we all sat in the back. Ryan in the one seater, and Weddie and I in the seat next to it. We did this every morning. We were the first stop, so no one could give us crap.
Henry missed the bus- We'd passed him on our way to the next stop, and we cheered the bus driver not to wait for him. He didn't. He closed the door right when Henry was next to it, and stepped on it. We had a good laugh at this.
"Its a great first day already." I laughed.