Post by Snow™ on Jan 26, 2008 14:50:12 GMT -5
i as in a good mood until school let out.
as soon as i got to the bus area, i saw the guy i like, and my 'best friend' penny hugging and stuff. i know she hangs on him, and yeah. i get jealous. but what's to it? anyways. i start to walk towards them, but my friend des comes out of no where, grabs me, and pushes me away.
"do you know what happened?" -des
"nathan broke up with his gf yesterday." -me
"do you know what else happened?" -des
this is when i started to get upset.
"nathan and penny are going out." -me.
she told me yes, that this was true.
that he was going to ask me out today, but penny got to him first.
basically. the rest of the day was shit. i cried. i sobbed. penny asked me not to be mad at her, i, being too nice, told her i wasn't. she said she didn't even like nathan, she liked franklin. then what the hell was she doing with him? she knew i liked him.
i have no trust right now.
not at all.
and i'm going to fucking tell penny that if she doesn't straighten things out soon, she's a dead women. i don't play around when it comes to this shit because i've been hurt one too many times now.
and i'm seriously pissed.
when des told me, i wanted to go over there and omg.
i can't believe it.
des says that both of them say that it just happened.
HOW THE FUCK DOES SOMETHING LIKE THAT JUST HAPPEN?
things aren't going to get better.
a fight is brewing between me and lisa because of a bitch that she's friends with.
stefanie is upset about travis all over again.
the only person with all the answers is dead.
and people are sick of hearing about it.
my dad thinks i'm depressed.
my mom thinks i hate her.
and now nathan is fucking penny.
penny is a whore. when she gets a hold of a guy- it's for sex. she's made this clear.
he won't reject her- he's already had sex twice before.
now i really have to worry about penny getting pregnant.
AND
AND
sean moved.
AND.
things with nathan are never going to be the same. this... all of this. ruined any chances of me ever going out with him. this has happened three times, and i'm through.
if this is what happens when i start to like someone.
THEN I'M THROUGH.
granted- i'm not exactly sure what i'm through with. but i'll figure it out.
as soon as i got to the bus area, i saw the guy i like, and my 'best friend' penny hugging and stuff. i know she hangs on him, and yeah. i get jealous. but what's to it? anyways. i start to walk towards them, but my friend des comes out of no where, grabs me, and pushes me away.
"do you know what happened?" -des
"nathan broke up with his gf yesterday." -me
"do you know what else happened?" -des
this is when i started to get upset.
"nathan and penny are going out." -me.
she told me yes, that this was true.
that he was going to ask me out today, but penny got to him first.
basically. the rest of the day was shit. i cried. i sobbed. penny asked me not to be mad at her, i, being too nice, told her i wasn't. she said she didn't even like nathan, she liked franklin. then what the hell was she doing with him? she knew i liked him.
i have no trust right now.
not at all.
and i'm going to fucking tell penny that if she doesn't straighten things out soon, she's a dead women. i don't play around when it comes to this shit because i've been hurt one too many times now.
and i'm seriously pissed.
when des told me, i wanted to go over there and omg.
i can't believe it.
des says that both of them say that it just happened.
HOW THE FUCK DOES SOMETHING LIKE THAT JUST HAPPEN?
things aren't going to get better.
a fight is brewing between me and lisa because of a bitch that she's friends with.
stefanie is upset about travis all over again.
the only person with all the answers is dead.
and people are sick of hearing about it.
my dad thinks i'm depressed.
my mom thinks i hate her.
and now nathan is fucking penny.
penny is a whore. when she gets a hold of a guy- it's for sex. she's made this clear.
he won't reject her- he's already had sex twice before.
now i really have to worry about penny getting pregnant.
AND
AND
sean moved.
AND.
things with nathan are never going to be the same. this... all of this. ruined any chances of me ever going out with him. this has happened three times, and i'm through.
if this is what happens when i start to like someone.
THEN I'M THROUGH.
granted- i'm not exactly sure what i'm through with. but i'll figure it out.
Direct quote from how I explained it to sergio.
