Post by Snow™ on Jan 19, 2008 15:00:37 GMT -5
Basically, this week has been okay. Well. The last two days were awesome. I figured out that I really DO like Nathan, which is like SOBSOBSOB. I don’t like liking people. D: It makes me... Like. Rawr. Cause like. I float around like some sort of idiotic love-struck balloon. This is bad, because balloons are FAT. And I need to lose some weight. -sigh- Liking Nathan is... Weird. On the rides home, on the bus, Thursday and Friday, I put my head on his shoulder. Kat was like AWWW the first time I tried that, a while back, but I got up the nerve to try again, Thursday. Luckily, Kat and Franklin left him alone. On Friday, though, Des saw us and was like AWWW, but Nathan was like SHUTUP. So I guess... He likes me back? I don’t know. Just like Franklin says... “I shouldn’t get my hopes up.” This makes me sad because I AM getting my hopes up. In fact, I plan on talking to him, on Tuesday. And YES, I did tell him that I planned on talking to him. I think I might just like him- Gah. I’m not even going to go there.
I deleted Daniel from my myspace friends list for the second time. Last time, after a while after I deleted him, he added me again. This time, if he adds me again, I will tell him I can’t keep seeing his name, I can’t keep talking to him, because I’m trying to get over him. And that I don’t hate him- that it’s just I need to put my feelings away in order for us to have any kind of friendship. If he doesn’t understand that, I’ll say. “DUDE. U CHEETED ON ME, KAY? I NEED TO GET THEES OUT MAH HED B4 I C U AGIN. SMILEY FACE!!!!one”
Maybe that will get him off my back... ? XD LOL. That would be hilarious if he didn’t understand my first explanation, and gave him that noobish one.
And Greg tickled me. ;-; He totally poked my armpit with his finger. I was like HEYNOWAIKAY? It was weird. And then that arrogant guy, let’s call him Richard, told me he could have ANY girl he wanted. Then he hugged me and kissed my head. I was like FTW? But then, yesterday, he t0tally kissed Penny full on the lips. I was like FTW again. ;-; He is an odd cookie, just like Brian. Except Brian is also perverted.
‘Richard’... I only met him because he knew Jesse- I gave him the note that told Jesse I didn’t want to go out with him, and instructing ‘Richard’ to give it to him. Then I made the mistake of thanking him. So he sat next to me at lunch, when I had a different lunch than I normally had. So... yeah. He thinks we’re buddies. D: He better not try to kiss me. I’d be like PFFFTTTTT -spitspit- But Yarr. That was so gross. What is with guys and my HEAD? Kody kissed my head when we were going out. ‘Richard’ kissed my head. Brian kissed my EAR. And so did Daniel. AND. AND. AND. Aarron licked my hair. And someone else kissed my hea- STEVEN. But Steven sucks his own blood, sniffles, and plays video games. He’s weird. ;-; And I used to like him. PLAH. -flings self onto Sweeper’s dinner plate.-
Anyways. So yeah. I kinda got over Daniel, after Kota’s big LONG huge reply thing. It took me forever to read cause Stefanie wanted me to read it to her. Then Lisa. So yeah. But anyways.
Question of the Day:
How many guys have kissed your head? (Any part of it, aside from your lips?.)
6. Yes. 6. This is sad. Especially with Steven because I have NO idea if it was just his lips. This makes me want to throw up. A lot.
Question of the Day Number 2:
Would you have not loved at all, or lose the one you loved?
Considering as how I haven’t experienced this yet. (thanks to Kota’s convincingness) I’d have to choose with inexperience. I’d say I’d rather not loved at all. Losing someone you loved (AKA, my cousin Meghan, who passed away) hurts like hell. I’m sure it hurts more if you loved them, and not have any relations. But losing someone you loved is horrible. Losing someone you barely knew is okay. Sometimes it still hurts, but it won’t leave that empty feeling in your heart. The one that makes you want to crawl up into a ball, while cold water pelts your bare body, while you take a shower. Yeah- Losing someone you loved is horrible. And I never want to experience it again. I know I will have to... but the pain that it puts upon you is horrid. That empty feeling- the way you don’t want to eat. After Meghan died, I lost like 9 pounds. Then I gained it back cause I’m a little fattie. But anyways, I’m done with my rant.
To answer the question- I’d rather have not loved at all.
I deleted Daniel from my myspace friends list for the second time. Last time, after a while after I deleted him, he added me again. This time, if he adds me again, I will tell him I can’t keep seeing his name, I can’t keep talking to him, because I’m trying to get over him. And that I don’t hate him- that it’s just I need to put my feelings away in order for us to have any kind of friendship. If he doesn’t understand that, I’ll say. “DUDE. U CHEETED ON ME, KAY? I NEED TO GET THEES OUT MAH HED B4 I C U AGIN. SMILEY FACE!!!!one”
Maybe that will get him off my back... ? XD LOL. That would be hilarious if he didn’t understand my first explanation, and gave him that noobish one.
And Greg tickled me. ;-; He totally poked my armpit with his finger. I was like HEYNOWAIKAY? It was weird. And then that arrogant guy, let’s call him Richard, told me he could have ANY girl he wanted. Then he hugged me and kissed my head. I was like FTW? But then, yesterday, he t0tally kissed Penny full on the lips. I was like FTW again. ;-; He is an odd cookie, just like Brian. Except Brian is also perverted.
‘Richard’... I only met him because he knew Jesse- I gave him the note that told Jesse I didn’t want to go out with him, and instructing ‘Richard’ to give it to him. Then I made the mistake of thanking him. So he sat next to me at lunch, when I had a different lunch than I normally had. So... yeah. He thinks we’re buddies. D: He better not try to kiss me. I’d be like PFFFTTTTT -spitspit- But Yarr. That was so gross. What is with guys and my HEAD? Kody kissed my head when we were going out. ‘Richard’ kissed my head. Brian kissed my EAR. And so did Daniel. AND. AND. AND. Aarron licked my hair. And someone else kissed my hea- STEVEN. But Steven sucks his own blood, sniffles, and plays video games. He’s weird. ;-; And I used to like him. PLAH. -flings self onto Sweeper’s dinner plate.-
Anyways. So yeah. I kinda got over Daniel, after Kota’s big LONG huge reply thing. It took me forever to read cause Stefanie wanted me to read it to her. Then Lisa. So yeah. But anyways.
Question of the Day:
How many guys have kissed your head? (Any part of it, aside from your lips?.)
6. Yes. 6. This is sad. Especially with Steven because I have NO idea if it was just his lips. This makes me want to throw up. A lot.
Question of the Day Number 2:
Would you have not loved at all, or lose the one you loved?
Considering as how I haven’t experienced this yet. (thanks to Kota’s convincingness) I’d have to choose with inexperience. I’d say I’d rather not loved at all. Losing someone you loved (AKA, my cousin Meghan, who passed away) hurts like hell. I’m sure it hurts more if you loved them, and not have any relations. But losing someone you loved is horrible. Losing someone you barely knew is okay. Sometimes it still hurts, but it won’t leave that empty feeling in your heart. The one that makes you want to crawl up into a ball, while cold water pelts your bare body, while you take a shower. Yeah- Losing someone you loved is horrible. And I never want to experience it again. I know I will have to... but the pain that it puts upon you is horrid. That empty feeling- the way you don’t want to eat. After Meghan died, I lost like 9 pounds. Then I gained it back cause I’m a little fattie. But anyways, I’m done with my rant.
To answer the question- I’d rather have not loved at all.